A new poem in my February series of epistles. Out of respect for privacy, I am not mentioning the subject of this one.
You really are something of a mystery
Nobody knows what goes on inside your head
So many secrets and unanswered questions
and things hiding in the shadows
I didn’t ask about the past
the thought never crossed my mind
Truthfully, part of me was afraid
of mood swings and silences that stung
So many secrets and unanswered questions
brooding behind closed doors
The sketchiest of details emerged in time
but only a fragment or two—and always in passing
So many secrets and unanswered questions
hiding behind anecdotes and old LPs
What little I’ve learned involves bravery and hardship
There’s so much more than you’ve ever let on
But I’ve never asked you directly about these things
I figure you’ll tell me if you want me to know
Those many secrets and unanswered questions
are still there, as far as you know
I’m grown up now, with secrets of my own
hidden behind scars and wounds unseen
So many secrets and unanswered questions
I think I know where I got that from
(3 February 2016)