A change of scenery does not necessarily help.

Here again

Again failing to understand
I will not see something
and immediately heal

I must carry this feeling with me
until I get rid of it
or it fades away

The tears that will fall
will fall when they fall
because that’s when they fall

I can’t feel much
when I’m numb
I will have to wait
until the anesthetic wears off
or the dam weakens to bursting

Have mercy on me

(25 November 2018)

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