I am not enlightened.

I am not perfect.

I am an ordinary human being.

I have warped perceptions.

I have irrational fears.

I  have conflicting opinions.

I have picky tastes.

I am stubborn.

I am inconsistent.

I am insecure.

I often do not believe what is right in front of me.

I often do not express myself very well.

But I am trying.